Sadness Grips...................
This wee early morning bring sadness that grips like a lioness during her hunt of food for the family....Don't quite know where that phrase came from but right now, I'm not sure I can spell nor think.
After being such a well adjusted young lady, it's time for rebellion. What is it with the world that one thinks having a good time without doing unjust, illegal or dangerous things has become mundane.
You can't wonder why there are so few role models because so many people are afraid to actually do as they please. So many are concerned with someone saying....."Oh, they are goody two shoes". I for one liked being goody two shoes. For one thing, when you really think about it, being "good" is so wrong in this society that one should realize that being good is rebellion...at least that's how I saw it. I loved having a good safe time, I loved moonlite nights and drinking Pepsi.
Yes, I too like being on the edge of naughtyness or just beyond....been there, done that. Not that much fun when you really think about it. But, I'm on that edge and wonder where I'm going.
Too tired and sad to make much sense, but one person who had control and good things going for a good life has joined the average trouble makers, the average people who will never find fun in anything because they always think it's greener in another spot. So much for love, so much for trust, so much for the good life, I don't trust anyone anymore and I don't think I will ever love again or have the sweet wonderful feeling of pure joy and happiness at just the thought of a beautiful butterfly drifting by on the wings of God given air!!!!!!!!